THESE days, Lucille Rodney is longing for one thing. She wants her ‘son’ Kevin Brown to be reunited with his family.

For months she has waited and prayed for the day when she’ll embrace him again like only a mother can. But from all indications, she will have to wait a while longer as the federal case against Brown is still before the courts and he is still being held in prison without bail.

Many will remember how Brown, the boy Rodney raised from age five like her own, was arrested at the Orlando International Airport last April while the world sat and watched via live broadcasts – and how he was branded “the Jamaican terrorist”. Brown, a former American Army veteran, was about to travel to Jamaica to visit friends and family when he was detained at the Orlando International Airport in Florida after a search of his luggage revealed bomb-making material. The story made international media headlines on April 1 when the image of the tall, robust-looking Jamaican sat handcuffed on a pavement outside the main airport building as law enforcement officers conducted their investigation into the ‘mysterious contents’ of his travelling bag.

According to the Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI), the liquid substance found in Brown’s luggage was nitromethane, a potentially explosive formula. Galvanised pipes, end caps, two containers of BBs, batteries, bomb-making literature and a rocket igniter were also allegedly found in Brown’s luggage. A laptop computer was removed from his carry-on bag for analysis by the FBI. A judge later ruled that there was enough evidence to proceed against him. He was subsequently charged by the FBI with attempting to place an explosive device on an aeroplane and incarcerated at the Seminole County Jail. He has been in police custody since the arrest.

An FBI criminal complaint later stated that Brown told authorities he wanted to detonate the materials on a tree stump in Jamaica, but later said he was going to show friends in his home country how to build explosives like he saw in Iraq.

Speaking with the Sunday Observer recently at her place of business in St Andrew, Rodney said she has to travel regularly to Orlando to visit Brown, who is being represented in court by two lawyers – one of them Jamaican-born. She noted, too, that he is being closely monitored while incarcerated, and is to return to court in early October.

“He’s on suicide watch up there. They are watching him very closely. He was on high-alert but then he came off and they are still treating him for his mental condition. He says he is a bit fed up because a lot of mad people are there and he is not like them,” said Rodney, who last visited Brown in August. “The lawyers are working very hard to get the case dismissed because some experts that have been consulted say the equipment he was carrying in his luggage did not pose a threat to passengers on the plane. So because of the federal charges, it is not going to be as easy as we hope. The last hearing was on August 27.”

Brown, who went to the US to pursue college education, joined the Army in June 1999. With the dawn of 2003 came the Iraq War. Brown went to serve during the second six months and served double time after his stay was extended – leaving Iraq in early 2005, a little before the brutal murder of Sandra Palmer, his biological mother in Negril. She was strangled. And while the three main suspects have been brought in by investigating officers, three years later, the case has been put off several times. They are due in court on October 3.

Brown’s mother-in-law Karen Holt said Brown wasn’t the same after returning from Iraq.

“This is not [like] him,” said Holt, who lives in North Charleston, South Carolina with Brown’s young son. “It has to be a mental issue for him. I know if they looked through his medical records… I’m sure they will see… He’s not a terrorist.”

Just two days before his mother’s murder Brown married a fellow Army officer and made plans to honeymoon in Jamaica. His son, now four, was also born around that time.

According to the Rodney family, the former US soldier sank into a deep depression following his departure from Iraq. The depression, they believe, became compounded when he learnt of his mother’s murder, and he subsequently began abusing alcohol.

“The war changed him. The war depressed him, because afterwards he had to seek medication. He became unstable because of his experiences. He saw many of his friends die and heard gunshots 24/7 during his stay over there,” Rodney explained.

“And I know for a fact that since his mother died three years ago it has been with him. At the funeral, he got off right there. We had to call a doctor for him. He couldn’t believe that his mother died like that. The news was hard to swallow,” she said.

“I am still baffled as to why he would have that in his luggage. I can’t say why. I can’t think for him,” his aunt Carmen told the Sunday Observer in an April interview.

Psychologist and human relationship expert, Dr Veronica Salter, said grief and mental anguish can severely alter a person’s state of mind and functioning.

“Severe grief is a terrible thing and it can cause anyone to have a breakdown. Grief can certainly alter your state of mind. A lot has happened to [Brown], especially his mother’s murder and going to Iraq. The sort of stress he’s been exposed to is enough to cause serious mental and emotional damage,” Salter told the Sunday Observer. “War is a very traumatic experience. The episodes of violence, one right after another, can take a strong toll on anyone. I am very seriously concerned about what’s going to happen to him. I am not one to judge, but he’s clearly in need of psychiatric help.”

In the meantime, Rodney points out that today Brown is physically healthy and is eating at the prison. But she says the expenses she has to foot to travel to and from the United States are eating away at her savings and she fears her textile business might suffer.

“When I go to Orlando, a million media people surround me up there. It’s costing me a lot of money and it’s really getting on my nerves. But I am trying to cope. The family is trying to cope. It is very hard. But we get emotional support from people because whenever I go to court, two representatives from the Miami Consulate fly up there with me,” she said. “Right now, I am hoping for the best because I really want the case dismissed so that Kevin can focus on getting better and getting his life back on track.”