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God called me to be a Christian porn star, says LA woman
Courtney Tillia
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April 24, 2023

God called me to be a Christian porn star, says LA woman

A Christian OnlyFans star says she feels more connected to her faith since she kickstarted her kinky career seven years ago, and now believes God put her on earth to help “liberate” other women from their sexual shame.

Courtney Tillia, 35, based in Los Angeles, made the declaration during an interview on Sunday, saying: “God’s message has been abundantly clear: I’m here to be a porn star. This is my way of serving.”

The mom of four previously worked as a high school teacher but found that her life lacked meaning and her spirituality was suffering as a result.

“Before I left teaching, I felt super disconnected from myself and also God. I didn’t know what my life’s purpose was or how I was meant to help others,” the Los Angeles-based content creator recalled.

Back in 2016, Tillia found the courage to quit the classroom and began an OnlyFans account with the support of her husband, Nick.

The ex-educator admits that she initially felt ashamed of her X-rated escapades before she slowly began to realise that her strict Christian upbringing was the cause of her guilt.

“I had so much sexual shame of my own at first. I remember being at a photoshoot that had several porn stars, and I was so triggered. I could feel the judgments that society and religion had instilled in me and I was very aware of it,” Tillia explained.

“That part of me felt like their sexual choices and expressions were wrong and immoral. I even felt wrong by the association in that moment — but that didn’t feel like God telling me to feel that way,” she continued.

Tillia’s OnlyFans career quickly took off, with fawning fans helping her to shake off the shame she had acquired.

Empowered by the joy that she brought her new subscribers, as well as the boom to her bank account, the liberated mom said she recognised that her new career was actually a part of God’s plan.

“I now reject any teaching or institutions that depicts God as an entity to be feared or to be judged by. God is loving, not fearful; and accepting, not judgmental,” she declared.

“We are not meant to suppress or deny things like our pleasure and sexual expression. Instead, we’re meant to enjoy and embody them fully, as God has intended,” she added.

Tillia disclosed that she helps other repressed women to fully enjoy their bodies, saying sexual pleasure is “unified with God and holy.”

Back in 2021, the adult actress revealed to The New York Post that she had even started her own life coaching business to help other women embrace their sultry sides.

“I work with hundreds of women all over America, Australia, Europe and everywhere. I’m helping those clients break through the shame and guilt that’s been imposed upon them for wanting to be free to express their sexiness,” Tillia said.

Meanwhile, the beauty has been raking in considerable amounts of cash since she started her OnlyFans account, last year revealing that she’d made a million dollars since starting her sultry subscription page.

“I feel better than I ever have in my life. I’ve changed my life financially. I’m changing the lives of other women. I’m happy just doing me,” she proudly professed.

– New York Post

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